It’s been forever since I’ve written on here, so I guess it is time for an update :)
My senior year of college at Purch is going so well! I feel so blessed for everything I have and all the opportunities that I know are coming. I just, for the first time, have a great feeling about everything. I have come SO FAR and it’s really incredible for me. I mean, life is really hard and painful. By no means am I A okay, but for the most part? I’m happy. It’s only the past that drags me, I think. So i’m trying to work on that!
I was sick for so long that it’s hard to just get back up and be in school and work and social settings all the time I’m like woah! But I just found out that I am getting a position as a reporter for the Phoenix and getting college credit :) :) I’m so excited to blossom as a writer! I just need a little more energy and inspiration. And confidence!
On that topic… I feel like guys kill my confidence when I try and actually give one a decent chance. Like, I don’t know. Is this how things are supposed to feel for a twenty-two year old woman? probably. I guess it can’t happen yet because families start from love, and I am much too young!!!! I should just seriously focus on myself and my finances, my family and friends, and my future and present!
fuck the past and all the negativity, drama and fuck ups. i can’t do anything about it!!!! except kiss it goodbye!!!