Staying centered and finding a balance is my main focus right now.
I’m getting housing and a full-time job secured, but am still in a very vulnerable position because I don’t have either…
I also am going to take a class at Comm. college over the summer, need to find a support group or counselor for the summer and find writing opportunities!
So a lot at once… but I feel like everything is falling into place. I am finally healthy and I couldn’t ask for anything more. Once you’re stripped of everything there’s only so much you can complain about… which is not much.
The simplicity of life is so rewarding after such a long struggle this year. I’m pretty proud for making it through, it has not been easy!
I’m really excited for my senior project. I’m doing it on the development of romantic relationships through online forums. I’m taking a human-interest approach where I’ll interview those who’ve found/lost love or are seeking it and make a documentary. Then I’m going to look at it from the biological, psychological and sociological side and try and get some type of cyclical idea of where things are headed…
I really want to find a grief counselor for my miscarriage. I have recently realized that I don’t really have people to talk to about it. My family won’t speak about it, and I don’t want to weigh on my friends for support anymore. It’s such a personal matter that they simply cannot understand, and I really want to be around people who understand. I need to be, because no one ever understood what I have gone through and I really need to connect with people to bring more peace to it.
Semester’s almost over and I really can’t believe it. My first year here at Purchase has been really strengthening and rewarding, and I’m so happy I ended up here. I feel like life can only go up :)
& that’s what’s been happening lately which is awesome.